December 21th, 2011 (II)
I don’t feel like going to the art studio :l I feel like sleeping all day, that would be just fine.
December 21th, 2011
I saw you and almost cry because I couldn’t hold you tight. WHY ARE YOU SO OMG I DON’T KNOW PERFECT!? I had to bite my tongue or else I would have tell you a thousand I love you’s… We finished talking and as soon as I logged off tears started washing down… I miss you, I really miss you.
This is me ._.
74250.) I may not seem fragile, but you don’t seem to understand how breakable I am. You’re slowly killing me, and I like you too much to let you go.
story of my life. (Source: hazzzedazzze)
And still I’m waiting, waiting for you to realize how much I still love you. I know I have been hurt, but… I forgive you, because I want you in my life u.u (Source: lovequotesrus, via to-infinity-and-beyond-always)
December 20th, 2011
Tomorrow’s the birthday of one of my best friends I must buy credit for my cellphone and make her a crazy-wild-singin happy birthday call :)
Yesterday it was horrible but still some people made me smile and that made me think that there are always little starts even in the darkest nights. One of the persons that made me smile was a friend who I liked at the beginning of 2011 he’s an asshole like a boyfriend or those things but he’s a great friend.
Yesterday I got to see this movie “Flipped” :’) nice one. I recommend it.
Today I have some chores to do, nothing impossible and tomorrow I’m going to my art studio to continue working on my painting, hope I can FINISH IT TOMORROW. After that painting I’m planning on starting a “Coldplay” painting, it would be like the butterflies in the concert falling with a black background, hope my teacher lets me do it.
I always wondered that. I passed almost all my day thinking if he was thinking about me, as much as I thought about me. I wrote letters in the back of my notebook, did this cute little notebook with things that I did when inspiration came… I did all this with the faith that our relationship would last long, forever, and that when I gave him this I would see a big smile on his face… and I’d be the reason of that smile.
Damn I was wrong, now I don’t know even if I’ll give him all that, and if I do it would be a total awkward moment.
Why did his love died? Didn’t I love him good enough? (Source: calabashxo, via to-infinity-and-beyond-always)
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